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.·:*¨¨*:·.☆ *BrAnDi* ☆.·:*¨¨*:·.
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[31 Dec 2004|02:23pm] |
my new lj is........
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go there...add me NOW
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[29 Dec 2004|12:29am] |
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he broke up with me
supposably not permanent
just a "BRAKE"
His reason is good
zIm hurt
BUt whatever makes him happy...
although my heart is broken...
</3Brandi</3
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[28 Dec 2004|02:59pm] |
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Im off to work. I hoipe everyone has a great day. The only way it will be better is if Sean comes and see's me. I hope so. I can't wait until Friday. We might be able to chill er sumthin. I love him so much. anyways Call me on the cell I doubt well be busy today
544*1615
<3BrAnDi<3
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[28 Dec 2004|11:04am] |
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*im tierd
*have headache
*probably won't see Sean 2day
*have to work
*can it get anyworse??
call me on the cell
544*1615
<3Brandi
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[28 Dec 2004|01:31am] |
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Here is some pictures of Me and Kaytlin today....haha
( BrAnDi*aNd*KaYtLiN* )
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[27 Dec 2004|05:35pm] |
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Hey everyone!!! I am at Kaytlin's hoose and we are gettin our fuckin grub the fuck on!!! I m in a good mood except Sean didn't come over like he said he would. But it is ok. I don't know he might still. I hope so. But if not I might see him tomorrow. well Im gonna go now.
<3 Brandi
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[26 Dec 2004|07:59pm] |
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Although i am madly in love... I have the feeling ZI am going to get my heart broken. I have liked Sean scince I was 6 years old. I have liked him scince i was 6 years old. I have tried and tried for 8 years to get this kid to love me like I love him. If it is happening I don't know but hey...who knows. I hope so. Here is the story of Me and Sean....
( A*TrUe*LoVe*StOrY* )
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[26 Dec 2004|06:48pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yeah!
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[26 Dec 2004|06:43pm] |
I like the part where I wake up with Heather!!1 haha...;) zLove you girl
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| SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN |
[26 Dec 2004|06:13pm] |
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Name - BRandi Breeden
Birthday - Jan 10
Birthplace - Mars...????
Eye Color - Brown
Hair Color - Brown
Height - 5'8 ish
Righty or Lefty - righty
Zodiac sign -Capricorn
Innie or Outie - Innie
Your Heritage - to much drama to expalin
The Shoes You Wore Today -white nikes
Fears - clowns omg
Perfect Pizza - peporoni
One thing You'd Like to Achieve - Marry Sean Yost
Style-clothing wise -comfortable...what sean like...hee hee Im pathetic
Music - country rap
Make-up- black eyeliner, base, mascera
Body art - none
| R i g h t | N o w |
Wearing - Blue Jeans Belt White tee Earnheart Jacket
Listening to - Viva la bam (ape)
Thinking of - Sean Yost
| L a s t | t h i n g | y o u |
Bought - Tampons
Ate and drank - mashed potatoes water
Watched on TV - winter break (With Sean)
Read - Slam
| W h a t | i s |
First thoughts waking up - Sean
First feature you notice of the opposite sex - Sean
Best physical feature - If there like Sean
Bedtime - when I am done thinkin o Sean so I can dream of him
Greatest fear - Losing Sean
Most missed memory - Sean
| E i t h e r | o r |
Club or houseparty - house party...me and Sean!!!!
Tea or coffee - tea
Achiever or slacker - slacker
Beer or cider - beer
Drinks or shots - drinks...as in jack Daniels
Cats or dogs - dogs
Single or taken - taken by the peron Ive been in love with for 6 years
Pen or pencil - Pencil..pens are so perminent
Gloves or mittens - gloves
Food or candy - Food
Cassette or cd - CD
Coke or Pepsi - pepsi
Hard or mild alcohol - hard
Matches or a lighter - matches...I love the smell
Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful - sunset
Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey - Sean
McDonald's or Burger King - McDonalds
Single or Group Dates - single
Adidas or Nike - Nike
Chocolate or Vanilla - vanilla.
Cappucino or coffee - Cappucino
Boxers or Briefs - definatly boxers!
| D o | y o u |
Smoke - nopers
Curse - yes'm
Sing well -i suppose
Think you have been in love - yeah I am right now
Want to go to college - want to yes
Like school - I only go for fights and friends
Want to get married - Yeah...to Sean
Type with fingers on right keys - hell no
Get motion sickness - yah
Think your attractive - hell the fuck no...
Get along with parent(s) - no
Like thunderstorms - yah as long as Sean is there to hold me when Im scared
| H a ve | you | ever |
Dated one of your best friends - yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry - god yes...Sean...
Drank alcohol- yes
Done drugs - yes
Broken the law - yes
Ran away from home - yes
Broken a bone - tailbone...once...what a bitch that was
Cheated on a test - Yes
Skinny dipped - yes
Played truth or dare - who hasnt?
Flashed someone - yes
Mooned someone - yeah
Kissed someone you didn't know - yes
Been on a talk/game show - No
Been in a fight - duh...
ridden in a fire truck - yes after Sean saved my life
Been on a plane - yesh
Come close to dying - yeah...but Sean saved my life
Cheated on your boy/girlfriend - hell no
Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride - Yeah
Eaten a worm/mud pie - I think my brother made me. I wasnt volunteering
Swam in the ocean - duh
Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up - yes
Played a game that required removal of clothing - yes!
Been trashed or completely intoxicated - yes
Been caught - oh yah
Shoplifted - yes
| Who | do | you | want | to |
Kill - the bitch that messed up Seans Xams eve
Hear from - Sean
Get really wasted with - Sean
Look like - What Sean wants me to
Be like - what Sean wants
Avoid - hurting Sean
Make out with - Sean SEan Sean SEan Sean Sean Sean
Have sex with - Sean SEan Sean SEan Sean Sean SEan
Go out with - Sean Sean Sean SEan Sean Sean Sean
| Last | person | who | and | when |
Touched -Sean
Talked to - Sean
Hugged - Sean
IMed - dont remeber
Kissed - Sean
Who broke your heart - Sean but he fixed it on X-mas
You broke their heart - Jeremy
| Where | do | you |
Eat - where I want
Dance - where I hear danceable music
Cry - my room behind closed doors so no one can see. Or int he shower so I can't tell what are tears
Wish you were - with Sean
Have the most fun at - sean
Have the worst time at - my dads
| What | is |
The most embarrassing CD in your collection - u musnt know
Your bedroom like - a normal 15 year olds bedroom
Your favorite thing for breakfast - Sean
Your favorite thing for lunch - Sean
Your favorite thing for dinner - Sean
Your favorite restaurant - Where Sean is
| A r e | y o u |
A vegetarian - no
Good student - haha
Good at sports - yup
Good singer - i suppose
Good actor - Hell yah
Deep sleeper -yah when Im dreaming of Sean
Good dancer - I have heard that
Shy - with Sean I am
Outgoing - not with Sean
Good story teller - yah
Good girlfriend/boyfriend - ask SEan
| Y o u r | f u t u r e |
Age you hope to be married - When Sean wants to
Numbers and Names of Children - wat Sean wants
Describe your dream wedding - Gettin Married to Sean
How do you want to die - with Sean
Where do you want to go to college - with Sean
What do you want to be when you grow up - Seans wife
Want to visit - hawiaa
When you want to retire - when Sean does
Who you want to marry - SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SENA SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN SEAN
| D o | y o u | b e l i e v e | i n |
Love at first site - only Sean
God/some higher being - yes
Living happily ever after - it depends on what happens with me and Sean
Im pathetic and in love...oh my
I <3 SEAN THOMAS YOST....with all my <3
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his is what I got so far....
*New PS2
*7 Games 4 it
*a few dvd's
*100$ from g-ma
*25 from moms friend
*20$ from Aunt Linda
*Cloths
*More cloths
*more cloths
*blank cd's
*cds
*new cd player
*portable cd player
*new cell
*addidas 4 chicks
*TONS of lotion
*body spray
*celine dion notes (perfume)
*GIAGANTUROUS teddy bear
*2nd remote 4 PS2
*Cd holder
*Many other minor things to many to remeber
I fell lucky some kids didn't even get anything. I am so glad my grandma was here with us. I have a feeling this is her last Christmas...:*(
Comment guys.. I hope evryone had a great Chrismahanukawanza.
<3 Brandi
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[25 Dec 2004|09:37am] |
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merry jolly freakin christmas... Neither of my dads showed up, Haven't talked to JOnathan and Mother Nature left me the great gift of a period on christmas...
leave me a comment and make me feel better
::wit much cramps and sadness and anger::
</3Brandi</3
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[22 Dec 2004|07:39pm] |
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Ok so a lot has went down in the past few days and it will take a while to write so you better read it and comment...
Ok well Jonathan (my boyfriend)his mom doesn't want him to have a girlfriend or whatever and he met me through this girl Kat and and she met him in a chatroom and his mom comes off with some "You can't meet a qualified person in achat room, and their friends arent qualified either.." What the hell??? So on a count of I met him through a girl that I hate that was in a chatroom..Im not a qualifeid person? What is she smokein? Matt your mama ain't smoke no chicke...well this one does...Jesus. How are you going to tell me that the person I am in love with can't talk to me because I met him through a girl that was in a chat room? Well then I guess her childern aren't "Qualified" either because they were in the chatroom to? Where the does she come off with that. Well anyways He ran her phone bill up to $500.00 and she grounded him from the phone and computer for 6 months. This is the e-mail he wrote me...k there is 2 of them...
( My*babis*emails* )
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[22 Dec 2004|07:28pm] |
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I never knew my love could be this strong...
Now I know how much I love him....
It was to good to be true...
we are still together...
but who knows whwen we will talk next...
haven't slept in days...
God send me a sign...
</3 Brandi
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[20 Dec 2004|05:07am] |
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Ok so I ams so pissed at JOnathan because he is getting on my last fuckin nerve... Here is how m y weekend went
*FrIdAy*
+.Got drunk
-.Got in a fight
+.Had Fun
+/-.went to school
+/-.Saw Ghost ship for the first time.
*SaTuRdAy*
-.came home early
+.went back to bed at 10 am
+.woke up at 2pm
-.Faught with JOnathan.
+.Big brown Indian came over
*SuNdAy*
+.Layed around most of day.
+/-Got dressed
+.search for a x-mas tree
++++++++++.Ate at KFC!!!! I love chicken!!!
-.faught with jonathan...more...
+++++.convo with matt went very well
well there ya go...
</3/3/3/3/3/3/3
love hurts
brandi lynn
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| yet another poem |
[19 Dec 2004|08:42pm] |
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I put on a front everyday at school,
I treat you as if your a fool,
If you know me and know me well,
you know the that my life is pure hell.
All the trials and tribulations,
I think I need a big vaction.
One that will last forever and ever,
One that will make it all seem better.
The place I wanna be is said to be perfect,
Im starting to think the cut will be worth it.
Im so sick and tierd of feeling alone,
Not feeling like I ahve a home.
To lie there at night in your bed,
and wonder if you mother will be dead,
To feel so damn insacure,
My life has become one big blure.
so I shall spare myself the pain,
and stop this big game.
The damage has been done,
and life is no longer fun.
So I bid my farewell and my last goodbye...
when you see my face in the sky...
You will know why.
<3 Brandi
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| A little poem by me..... |
[19 Dec 2004|07:56pm] |
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Holding this knife in my hand,
wondering why my life even began,
If he saw all I know he sees,
Why would he let it happen to me.
What did I do to deserve this all,
So fast I am starting to fall,
with one quick slit it will all be done,
my life he can no longer run.
I am so sick of being pushed around,
always holding my head down.
Being afraid to raise my voice,
doing what they say with no choice.
So if you were mean to me and put lies in my head,
Im hope your happy,
after tonight I will be dead.
<3 If you steal my poem I will beat ur ass unless you comment.
</3::with much hurt & pain::</3
Brandi Lynn Breeden
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